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Indie
21 January 2011 @ 02:22 am
Just watched the new episode)))
It's beyond awesome, I loved it so much))) I love all those afro-caribian religions and rituals...it's really creepy) Just read Dexter in the Dark not so long ago...rings a bell)

But there's one thing I don't understand about CM!
Why getting rid of JJ if you're going to replace her with a similar-type blond girl??? Who's actually not really helpful to the team and provokes no emotions in fans (well, in me, anyways) %)
And Ried! He was so much cuter with long wavy hair ^____^
 
 
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Indie
13 January 2011 @ 01:52 am
So true))) Isn't it nice?)))


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Indie
08 November 2010 @ 02:48 pm
Oh, I had such a wonderful dream today!!! Gotta put it down, don't wanna forget the feeling)))

There were only me and Dr. Lecter (looking like Anthony Hopkins). I don't remember what happened before, just this one scene:

I remember standing in the doorway, looking him in the eyes and not wanting to let him go. But it's time for him to leave. We look at each other for quite a while before he stretches his hands out and puts them around me, tracing the line of my rib on my back. I shiver. He asks if I felt it. I say yes. My heart is beating way too fast. But I'm not scared. Then he embraces me, the side of his face against mine. Lingering. He puts an open mouthed kiss on my cheek. For a moment (no words spoken) he threatens to eat my face off like he ate  that nurse's.  I feel his teeth on my skin, the image of her bloody face  flies before my closed eyes but I do not flinch. I enjoy the connection we share. He seems satisfied, he smiles and presses his lips to my cheek ever so softly. Like this we stand. There is so much tenderness in the moment. 
I feel warm and safe in the arms of a maniac.
In love with a monster.
Fascinating!


The dream was sooo realistic and emotional, I can still feel what I felt standing there ^^ It made my day!)
 
 
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Indie
30 June 2010 @ 11:01 pm
I haven't paid for the Internet, so it'll be disconnected at midnight ^^
I'm all packed and ready))) Leaving tomorrow at 11 pm =) What will I do the whole day tomorrow without Internet?) I'm afraid I'll be being paranoid about forgetting something and double-checking everything %))) I'd better sleep late ^^ Hate myself in such state xD

So, farewell, my friends! I'll miss you! ;)
 
 
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Indie
29 June 2010 @ 01:12 pm
Today is my last working day!!! I'm sooo happy))
I have so many things to do! I should pull myself together and really get organized :) Tomorrow I'll be packing and making final preparations)) I bought some presents for my relatives and they occupy so much space in my suitcase that I don't know how to ram my clothes in there xD Thankfully, the weather forecast looks really good and I don't need to take huge warm clothes)))

And it seems I'm eventually going to Moscow in the mid July, in a couple of days after returning from Finland xD)) I'll go see if I can still get good tickets today :) This year's vacation seems to be going to be really awesome)))

Also, on the 14th of July I'm going to The Bullet For My Valentine's gig ^_^" I'm not really a big fan, but I'm taking my cousin with me, I presented him with tickets on his graduation :) He's 17 and it'll be his first gig EVER! :))) It'll be huge! :D I remember my first gig x) It was Charon on the 13th of may (it was Friday, btw ;)) 2005 (I don't count all the gothic parties I used to go to in 2004 xD)! So many nostalgic memories...*sigh*) Yeah, I started going to concerts not so long ago...it's just that I leave in quite a small town and when I was in school my parents wouldn't let me go alone to Saint-Petersburg for gigs! I only got the freedom when I went to college) I remember how good it felt, so I'm happy I'll be the one to give it to my beloved bro and share it with him)))
 
 
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Indie
25 June 2010 @ 03:20 pm
This time next week I'll be at Tuska! =) It's so amazing!))) I only got my visa and bought bus tickets couple days ago %) As I feared not getting visa, I didn't really make any preparations! So now I'll be all hectic and fussy and will definitely forget something important xD  

After Tuska I'm staying in Finland till the 11th!) 
First 3 days at the fest, than 3 days with my relatives, one-day ferry-trip to Stockholm and 3 more days in Helsinki =) We don't have any plans for last two day, but I guess we'll find what to do =))) Omg, I'm already dying in anticipation!))) Those last working days last sooo long %) And I have so much work to finish before leaving %) Hate this( Well, but it all seems so trifling when I think about what's coming))) 

Nothing more to say...sorry, but my vacation is the only thing I think about now %))) 

Oh, and La Femme Nikita xD I started the 4th season yesterday =))) 
Actually, it's kinda weird...but during last year or so I've become a real tv shows junky! %) During only 2010 I've already watched all seasons of House MD, Dexter, Twin Peaks + randomly re-watched The X-files, Friends, Scrubs, Californication and now LFN) Never in my life before I watched so many serials! What's happening? Seems like real life really sucks...^^

Oh, and you know what is most exciting about my journey? I'll get to speak english all the time!!!))) Well, not with native speakers, but still ^____^ 
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Indie
15 June 2010 @ 05:46 pm
Sitting in an English Russian garden waiting for the sun.
If the sun don't come, you get a tan
From standing in the
English Russian rain.
(c) I'm the walrus

I was so happy on Friday 'cause the weather had finally seemed to be good! But how could it remain good if I decided to go to my country house to rest and get some tan? No way it could %) It started raining even before we reached the final destination! %))) And it was raining the whole weekend!!! But of course now, when I'm back at work, it's warm and not raining...) Wtf??? =)

~ I was listening to Susperia (after quite a break) on my way to work today and the only thing I could think of was The Borderliners by Peter Hoeg!) Somehow for me the atmosphere of the book is strongly associated with Susperia's music. Especially with Distant Memories ^^ And Apoptigma Berzerker's "Combodia" conjures up short stories by Philip Dick in my mind. Nothing in particular, just the sensation :) It made me wonder...Do you associate books with music?) 
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Indie
04 June 2010 @ 12:48 am
Btw! My dear X-phile friends! Peter Tagtgren is one of us!!!))))

Check this song out:
Hypocrisy - Global Domination

Lyrics for those who can't stand death metal ^^Collapse )

I remember re-watching FTF after the release of this song!))) It was funny listening to Bad Guys saying what Peter sang =))))
 
 
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Indie
02 June 2010 @ 11:01 am
*blowing layers of dust off of my lj*
Long time no update! Shame on me! %)

Unbelievable, but this time next month I'll be in Finland! YAY! I'm sooo excited))) We've already bought tickets for Tuska + after-party (Mayhem on Friday, Shining on Saturday and Ajattara on Sunday) and booked hotels =) It's so real now! I can't wait))) Only buss tickets left to be taken care of =) And a one-day trip to Stockholm %) Oh yeah, and visa thing...I hope there'll be no problems *crossing fingers*

I've passed all my exams successfully and now I'm back at work) It's still so boring here and my boss started pissing me off right away...I guess I'll start looking for a new job as soon as I'm back from my vacation %) 

What else? Oh, I've started re-watching La femme Nikita!))) I LOVED it when I was a kid and I'm enjoying it now!) Michael was my first love =) He's sooo gorgeous, yum! =)))

And I've also finished House MD and Dexter!) 
House - the last episode is great! So powerful and intense!) And Huddy - sooo niiiice =)))
Dexter - WTF??? Still shocked! It was too much, imho %)
 
 
 
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Indie
26 April 2010 @ 01:20 pm
Tempus fugit, indeed! Tomorrow is the first exam! And of course I haven't even started getting prepared...will I ever? %) I'm totally in NOT studying mood ^^ Yeah, whatever, it's just English) I'll pass it =) 

While waiting for new House episodes, I started watching Dexter!) I wonder why I didn't do it before! It's amazing! You know, I have a thing for maniacs and serial killers...and this one is just perfect!))) A serial killer killing other criminals))) I always thought it was so ironic) I mean, a maniac becomes a victim of another maniac...how weird is that?))) So, I watched 5 episodes in a row yesterday and tonight in my dream I was to kill someone...it got into my subconsciousness so soon xD

All in all, life is so boring...
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